Friday, November 18, 2011

The shadow

There was a shadow. I din't know if it was mine or not but it looked like me.
It was the only thing with me in that long infinite desert. So, I decided to make it my friend.
A friend, OK, a friend who is supposed to be with you when you are travelling in the dark.
A friend who does not control you but controls the hidden Satan inside you.

Well well well so this shadow was my only friend in that desert. I wanted it to be with me wherever I go and yes it was. On the horizon the Sun was rushing way. I did not know to meet whom. May be to his best friend.

Anyway, the dark cloak of the knight began to fall all around. I was still relaxed as my best friend was with me.
I looked behind and whooop it was gone...! I heard just few words behind the darkness.

"You control my life. I am going away..."

May be it was my last breath that I heard after that....

Tuesday, November 8, 2011

I tried to bribe you, I tried to worship you, I tried to ignore you, I tried to blame you..
Even a NULL would have had replied back..
But you never did..
You never explained why I have to suffer in that final pain..
You never explained why I have to suffer due to the knowingness of I have to end it when I started loving it and I have to continue even if I hate it every second...

Even a NULL would have had replied back..
Someone who creates something with flaws can not be perfect HIMSELF.
If somebody perfect had created us then we must be flawless.. but we are not..
HE must be very similar to us.
If HE does not have bad things which are there inside me, it means I have something that HE does not have.. !! Funny..
If I do not have something good which is inside HIM, it means he left a flaw inside HIS creation...!! Funny..